and now i am just waiting for the money to start rolling in…. but i don’t know how to put a button on here. i did put a link, over yonder —-> i don’t think i can do plug-ins as i am on the free plan (and can only afford that plan…unless patreon really works out for me, of course.) if you can tell me what i can do other than a link, i would appreciate it. also! go check out my page. please don’t tell me i completely fucked it up. you know, be supportive & give me the love & validation my parents never gave me–that’s why i’m here after all.
would you believe me if i told you i dreamed you into reality? would you believe me if i told you i don’t know you but somehow i need you? after all you are next in line to occupy my heart… would you believe me if i told you i have avoided you hidden myself away all my life because i am afraid of your greatness? instead i seek out diminished versions of you… would you believe me if i told you i am ready for dreams to come true?
i dreamed the other night of my tall, dark, & handsome. in my dream his name was dan–not david, which i kept forgetting & calling him. the dream caused me to start thinking about love & about inviting love into my life. this ties in a bit with my thinking about my needs and wanting to learn to need someone–as much as that terrifies me.
i wanted to do something beautiful for this post inviting love into my life. i had once before done gustav klimt’s the kiss for a love i have since let go.
i felt his painting of ecstasy might be a good way to look forward to a love i have yet to embrace.
i am hoping to study klimt more. especially seeing as he seems to like curly-qs as much as i do.
i have been waiting
all my life
to be interviewed
i love answering questions
ask me anything
fame is wasted
on the famous
i write down random thoughts…memories…feelings…epiphanies. these become my journal pages.
it’s a fun exercise.
sometimes it is light…sometimes it is dark.
when i get it right…it’s both.
i wrote this one on saturday. i have written seven more pages since then. but my process is usually that i illustrate them in the order i write them.