i’m on the email list
for my old co-op & keep getting emails
about the upcoming reunion
i want to burn that place to the ground
i moved in there
full of hope
i escaped there
a jaded & broken person
people are liars. people don’t even know they are liars.
they are liars.
they lie to themselves.
they lie to you.
they lie to me.
they pretend they want social justice
they pretend they want to make the world
a better place
they pretend they care about you
they are motherfucking hypocrites….
the carpet folks who saved my mom’s basement (where i live)
have not been paid
i contacted my siblings
before calling in help with the flooded basement
everyone told me to go ahead
call in professionals
the professionals came…did their job well…and saved
the carpet & wood siding
now no one is paying them
i don’t have the money
my mom does
my siblings do
in my stupid stupidity moving here so my siblings could forget about this place
now my heart hurts
for a carpet company
who was unintentionally scammed
am i a liar?
if i knew then, what i know now
i would have let this place
sink into the mud.
in one week
i will rent a u-haul
& go in a general direction
i have no destination
land on my feet
here’s stuff going on over there:
the main image of this post is an art page that went south & so i just doodled the fuck out of it.