when i clean
a dirty room
in the doing…
of the process
maybe healing is a lot
pile everything together
in the middle
& then sit
to see what
is worth keeping
just needs to
since finishing the ardhanarishvara piece my drawing has been a bit crap in my opinion….
i felt terribly inspired while i was working on this, but now i feel a bit depleted.
so we end up with the little mermaid.
upcoming journal page illustrations also feel lackluster to me.
but my writing still feels strong. my self-discovery still feels dead on…. just my inking feels a bit bleah.
so i’m working on my novel. which is fucking brilliant if you ask me.
& i’m gearing up to do a commission for some local anarchist/artist friends.
here i am.
drinking whiskey, feeding the birds, watching the snow, and rebooting.
it’s all good.