how i spent my valentine’s day

as proof to my romantic
& painfully…obliviously…optimistic nature:
i have always loved valentine’s day
it took me many many broken hearts to grow calloused
towards the day
even yesterday, amidst my angst, i still kept peeking
out my front window
hoping for flowers from some secret admirer….
i planned to just mope all day
but instead my pain came out in my art.

up top: “looking for grubs in all the wrong places” 9X12 mixed media on watercolor paper…$75
above left: “a fool for love” 8X8 mixed media on watercolor paper…$55
above right: “so what; who cares” 6X6 mixed media on watercolor paper…$35

here is the before shot as i began my search for messages from the universe in inkstains:

in other news…my wardrobe: suited better for ink? or more exciting with pastels?

happy new year!

surviving 2022
a broken knee
a broken heart
and a pile of rejections
from potential employers, past lovers, & literary agents
the year finally ending
in a car crash on an icy road
so much of my year spent
basically
trapped (literally & figuratively)
&
alone (mostly emotionally)
fuck me
i hope 2023
is kinder.

“two if by sea” mixed media on 9X12 watercolor paper…$75

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