monster

i know i’m not
a complete
monster
because
as much
anger i feel
&
as much
vengeance i seek
i still worry
i will hurt your
feelings.

my reaction to yesterday’s post. i want to be mean…but i can’t be mean. bleah. i really don’t like hurting people.
i’m a retired siren.
i don’t want anyone crashing up on my rocks anymore.
however, even though i am comfortable ghosting
i don’t want folks to get the wrong idea.
i want them to know i’m pissed off.

i guess i need to find that line to walk.

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  1. I feel this deeply. I think as women we spend so much time swallowing our anger and finding the right way to express how hurt we are without hurting the other person in return. The result is we carrying a tremendous amount of anger within ourselves.

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