i feel like
to survive my lonely
i have to isolate
every half-assed friend
who only seems to care
when there is something
when i feel alone
for all the people
who fail me.
might be my inner pariah talking, but i find when i feel alone, all i want to do is isolate. like throwing out the junk food when you are starving.
so i find myself dumping my friends who aren’t really my friends.
and i am being fair & giving them the benefit of the doubt. i’m not just making heads roll…but still, what friends i have are not meeting even my lowest of standards.
i need new friends. substantial friends. no more junk food.
how does one go about meeting authentic people?