rich with nothing

i have nothing right now
yet
i have everything
i am rich
in my bankruptcy
i am bathing
in all the things
i do not have
wallowing
in all the things
i do
weeping with happiness
& laughing at my sorrow

26 days post op & 44 more to go before i can walk again.
below are some pages i have been messing from before & just after i broke my knee. i have more; i just haven’t scanned them in yet. i only recently found a way to hobble over to my scanner.
i spend a lot of time staring at the wall & not enough time doing art & writing.
also, i am reading about a novel a day….
bleah
and!
and…i am writing letters to an old obsession…. but he never writes back. so! on lives that obsession….