always being a fuck up
why should i expect
if i know i am going
why should i even try
how do i turn the race
so my last place finish
i drew “the tower” card in my tarot deck again & this was my immediate response. bleah. self-loathing is exhausting.
but on the upside, i really am trying to figure out how to turn the race around so my last place finish is actually a win.
it would be a pretty neat trick if i could figure it out.