he is like lucy
with the football
assuring me
he is totally
one hundred percent
here for me
everything
will be okay
so i trust him
i run forward
& the earth falls away
& the wind is knocked out of me
& i am flattened…again
as he lets me know
it’s my own fault
while he places the football in place
again
& tells me
i should believe in him.
i am so hoping that i have broken the pattern. that i am no longer going to run up & try to kick that football. that i am able to walk away and keep on walking.
the man is not my friend.
he is not my family.
i cannot pretend otherwise, or i will get the air knocked out of me
again.
I adore this inking. Everything about it is perfect. Just what I needed. 😌
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thank you! xo
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Somewhere in our lives, we all have our seemingly irresistible footballs and the same lesson to learn.
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EMJE – To get smarter than Charlie Brown
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