this is what i was working on with me
right before i crashed
it is safe to suggest
that i am reacting to my own efforts
to shine
by now
feeling extreme sadness
a sinking sort of
hopelessness
in a similar vein
i have begun having a reoccurring dream
that i am swimming in waters
that i am terrified are shark-infested…
but the waters are clear
in one of the dreams
i was trying to keep little me safe
(also a reoccurring theme lately)
in another
i am having fun interacting with other adults…
i suspect
the waters are me…
i fear i am infested with sharks when in fact my waters are clear?
ack.
Quixotic Mama 
Reblogged this on cabbagesandkings524 and commented:
The waters, outside or inside?
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Your artwork is so captivating, as are your words. I often dream of water too, sometimes I’m pulled down and other times I am part of it.
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thank you! i dream about water all the time as well. i always assume it’s because i’m a water sign 😉
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