it’s like i just feel
in my house built of lonely
where a relationship
sounds like an amazing adventure
that i would
like to have…
it’s probably too cold out
& i don’t have a thing to wear
& i have misplaced the directions…
i should probably just stay
where i am safe
safe & lonely.
i have been thinking about relationships a lot…as usual…but lately it is like the universe is kinda giving me a little push out the door.
instead of bounding out that door with excitement…i am clinging to the doorframe with everything i got.
how does one pursue a relationship when one won’t even come out from under the covers?