it’s like when you’re waiting
for him to call
so you can break up with him
…but he never calls
& you realize
for how much you just
for breaking your heart
he barely thinks anything
i’m sad. going through a friend break-up. we have been friends for almost 10 years. we had a rough patch some months back when i freaked out & withdrew…from her as well as most of my life.
but then i apologized & tried to make it work, but she up & left me for another man…er…i mean, she left me for a man. a relationship. a whole family.
she left me. i’ve been cut right out of her life.
just like that.
you know what? it fucking hurts. it fucking hurts to realize how little you actually mean to someone….
i’m not sure why my illustration turned out so sunny. maybe i’m trying to cheer myself up?