dear diary

today…i saw myself naked & was depressed the rest of the day
today…i realized i know the least favorite songs of two of my exes and found myself wondering what to do with this information
today…i embraced my lonely & bathed in my solitude never imagining myself in another relationship & then, of course, wondered if that meant i was going to meet someone because they always say that you meet someone after you’ve given up trying & then i hated myself for wondering that….

ack.
being inside my head is exhausting. i need a vacation from me.

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