i feel like
there is
nothing
left of me
most of my past
15 years
spent with creatures
who only want
to know
what i can do for
them
what can i give
them
there is no one
it seems
willing to do
for me
willing to give
to me
&
i am a husk
nothing
left.
motherhood…sigh…definitely the hardest job i have ever done. made harder still by my lack of a support system or a nurturing husband-figure. in fact, i was dealt a very needy now ex-husband-figure…. my own fault surely. wanting to feel needed….
but now, i wonder, what about my needs?
crap.
this is such an authentic blog…..not many people are willing to talk about the darkness, but it is so vital, eh? thank you for your openness and truth. I appreciate what you bring. I feel less alone….
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thank you! i really really appreciate your encouragement. xo
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