playmate

if i ever
date again
i will not call him
my “partner”
so serious
serious business…
instead
i will call him
my playmate
because
if we’re not having fun
together
what is the
point?

another one written on a day where i felt stronger than i do now. now i can’t even imagine having the energy to be in a relationship.
besides, who the fuck would want to date me?
right?
four feral children…worn out…used up…is there anything left of me?