shouldve said

i have
so much to say
but the words
come out
all wrong
in stammers
& fragments
i have
so much to say
but my brain
is tornado
valley
& nothing
comes out in the right
order
my best thoughts
flying away
at a moment’s
notice
only to come back
& settle on me
as i try
to sleep
a dusting of
“oh…i should’ve
said
that!”

a continuing of yesterday’s experience with social anxiety….