i’m so sick of me
i’m so tired
of always being in my head
i want out
not to be someone else
just not to be
me
for a little while
or ever…
but i’m so rooted
rooted
in who i am
celebrating
my shortcomings & downfalls
crawling about
the labyrinths of my mind
cackling
softly
to myself
cursing
my shortcomings & downfalls
this is who i am
always
in my head
&
somehow
out of my head.
© quixotic mama 2018
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the image is an original self-portrait done in ink pen & ink brush
I’ve done exactly one self-portrait (that I can think of at least)…. yours are better.
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i think i might be obsessed. there is probably a clinical term (other than narcissist?) for someone who compulsively draws their own self-portrait 😀
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I call it (at least in your case): Brilliant Artist.
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awwww! thank you! do you want to marry me? 😉
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Is that okay in IL?
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And I think your son has yet to approve of me….
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mmmh when one’s mind is her worst enemy
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your mind can tell you whatever it wants to…you better hope it is your friend, otherwise….
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