ragdoll

it’s an egon schiele kind of day (i don’t know if that is a good thing or a bad one)

The literati mafia

so much of my life
spent
punishing myself
by choosing
& letting myself be chosen
by the wrong people
people who will hurt
& belittle
cut me down
make me feel
like i think
i deserve to feel…
the rest of my life
spent
recovering
finding myself
healing
looking for connection
fearing connection
both
seeking out people
& using equal energy
to push them away again
creating for myself
a comfortable limbo
of isolation.

© quixotic mama 2018
for more of my art & writings hop on over to quixotic mama
the image is from my self-portrait series, ink pen & brush, based on egon schiele’s “two women”

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Author: emje

oh! i know who i am now i am sad & silly i am fierce & fantastic i am passionate & magical i am a fucking unicorn

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