too many men
haunt my heart
they would say
i didn’t love them
enough
i would say
i loved them
too much
a bright light
i burned out
to nothing
i had another dream/nightmare about dusty last night. why? why? i keep asking myself that question. why is he haunting my fucking dreams? why do i spend my nights chasing something i do not want? begging him to take me back?
he would love to know that i have reoccurring dreams about loving him.
i would love to know why i am having these dreams. what does he represent? what does our fucked up relationship represent to me?
why am i being haunted?
i replay the dreams in my head. i look for clues–for meanings. maybe i am over-thinking it. maybe i should just let it go…instead of being pissed off all day long because of it.
i burned out to nothing… love it
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thank you!
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Let the bugger go, he’s not worth it. I sometimes dream about my horrible ex husband, we split in 1985! And I have been with my second husband for 30 happy years. Sometimes dreams just screw with you. They don’t call the god of dreams Morpheous for nothing ☺
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right? i have a few of them haunting my dreams–acting like they have a right to be there. bleah.
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What a liberty! !! I love your drawing 😀
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