he is still in my dreams
& i want him so badly
it is pure pain & longing
something i used to feel
when i was awake
with him
without him
that crazy desire
my skin on fire
willing to do anything
anything for him
…but what he asked of me
it killed me on the inside
killed my burning desire
leaving me empty
& new
but still feeling the pain of it
when it shows up in my dreams
& i wake up crying
for love lost
& cruel reminders
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Love your art and text posts despite all the sadness…your creative soul will get you through…
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thank you! my art keeps me sane-ish 🙂 i consider it an exorcism of sorts.
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Yes, I would go completely bonkers if I didn’t do art. I am an artist because I HAVE to be ☺
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