the voices came
& whispered to me
you are not this person
twelve years of anger
a lifetime of anger
you are not this person
it is time to heal
it is time to heal
i recently learned about clairaudience. as soon as i read the description, i was like, “well, i have that.” imaginary friends, talking to one’s self, hearing voices, channeling advice, craving sound, hearing messages in songs…. i do all that.
so now i am trying to listen better.
last night–when i was trying to fall asleep–the voices came, & i was told that it is time to heal.
today is an anti-versary for me. 1997…so what is that? 20 years. 20 years ago, all in one day, i was molested & my dog got hit by a car and died. i have felt the weight of it every year since. i was in a terrible relationship. my life was a mess. i tried to straighten out the mess, but i kept going right back to it. the abuse. the neglect. the anger & hurt.
now it’s time to heal.
it’s time to rewrite what today means to me.
today is the day i choose to start healing.
today is the day i choose to let go of the anger & hurt.
to embrace the beautiful in me & let go of the ugly that keeps me company while holding me back.
time to embrace my role as a mom.
time to celebrate who i am as an artist.
time to see what a healthy relationship looks like.
time to heal.
Love you Em. 💖
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beautiful Em… really beautiful. I’ve been reading your posts but haven’t commented or anything lately. Been going through my own stuff – menopause which actually turned out to be pregnancy discovered at 4 1/2 months! I’m now 5 1/2 months.
Your pictures are beautiful as are your words!
Yes it is time to heal x
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thank you! congratulations?! how are you doing? ❤
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