i have woven
together
love & rejection
my earliest experiences with love
being rejection
people become important to me
once they have
rejected me
i focus on this rejection
instead of
acceptance
i look for my worth
in the eyes
of people…of men
who reject me.
i feel anger that i am not
valued
i let my anger become
who i am.
i am not my anger.
i am not that reflection
i see
in the eyes
of people who cannot
love
me.
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Author: em4mighty
i'm a disaster at every type of relationship i enter into...except with my kids. i think i'm doing something right there...but it is difficult to tell sometimes, especially since i have a pretty crappy support system since support involves relationships. i am a pretty dark person with a weird sense of humor. i spend my non-mom time cooking, baking, planting, sprouting, experimenting, reading, writing, drawing, plotting, obsessing, and hiding. as a mom i am about as unconventional as i can get. i unschool my kids & give them a lot of freedom to be who they are. this does not help my popularity. but my kids are super cool. i love my kids.
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