green man

i did manage to finish an inking.
it took me like 3 days when normally i do one a day…
but you must understand
i have been binge watching the australian tv show
for four days straight.

fuck me.

last time my kids when to the ex’s
i was all like
“whoo hoo! look at me go!”

this time i just want to crawl in a hole
and wait for them to come home.
i tried to clean the living room today
and failed.
and, of course, i poisoned iggy’s dog

iggy is the one most attached to me
of my four attached children.
i was 43 weeks when the doctors insisted on
cutting him out of me.
sometimes i think
he would have stayed if it were left up to him.

he is the one calling me on the phone
telling me how much he misses me.
and i wonder.
is he missing me so much because i am missing him?
or vice versa?
do we have a link that is making both of us sad
this time?


despite my sad lonely lonliness
and lonely alone sadness
i did finish an inking.

so there is that.


and now back to binge watching
aussie tv
on netflix.

Author: emje

oh! i know who i am now i am sad & silly i am fierce & fantastic i am passionate & magical i am a fucking unicorn

One thought on “green man”

  1. The man on the lower right is just fab! Enjoy your tv. We all need to binge now and then…just do something for ourselves. It doesn’t matter if we’re crying or screaming or just being so sad we can hardly breathe…..we just need to do it. šŸ™‚

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