i don’t like all of the pictures i do. i put them up whether i like them or not. but i don’t like them all. i am always surprised when someone loves one of the pictures that i hate.
i guess it just goes to show how different we all really are.
then i am equally surprised when a drawing i love & cherish gets no reaction at all. then i start digging around for approval…and am devastated if i cannot drum up the enthusiasm from others that i feel for my art.
it feels like a rejection of me.
so how come when someone embraces a picture i make that i deem ugly & unworthy, that doesn’t somehow validate the part of me that feels unlovable?
it’s a puzzle.
in case you are wondering. this is one of the ones that i love. so i will wait
for y’all to sing it’s praises….
so i can feel like i matter.